My Testimony

Hello, my brothers and sisters. I wanted to take a moment to share my testimony with you. Testimonies are powerful stories about what God has done in your life, and when witnessing to others, they bring God to life in a way that allows others to relate. Too many times people think that God has no time for them, that God can’t or won’t use them in some meaningful way. A testimony can break through that web of lies spun by none other than satan (I will never capitalize satan no matter how many times spell check tells me to) himself.

My spiritual journey began as a child, and in many ways, I’m no different from most who are introduced to faith through family. My grandmother was devout in her love for Jesus. She lived her faith so openly that some people even made fun of her.

My paternal grandparents attended a Catholic church, while my maternal grandparents were Methodists.

My maternal grandma, despite the little time we spent together, was a constant witness to me. She was always praying, always reminding me that Jesus loved me and would welcome me whenever I was ready. I still remember my first Bible from the Wesley Methodist Church in Phillipsburg, New Jersey, a hard cover gold Good News Bible with black lettering.

As I grew older, I made more of my own decisions, and much like the rest of the world, most of those decisions led me farther away from Christ, not closer. I know I had an experience with Jesus as a child—I felt like He was truly there with me when my Aunt Mary walked me down the Roman’s Road. We were in her neighbor’s house, and we talked about being born again and that all I needed was the faith that Jesus is the LORD, to repent of my sin, and that He would be the head of my life.

But my teenage years were filled with rebellion, and not just against God, but my parents, the school, the law, and life as a whole. I wasn’t thinking about Jesus; I was busy hurting others, both physically and emotionally, and filling my life with destructive habits. I was so busy hating myself that I had no time to even think about liking anyone else. I was angry. My mother was physically abusive, my dad was never home because he was always chasing a dollar, and at the age of seven, I was sexually molested by a cousin. I wanted to burn the whole world down.

I started drinking at 14 or 15, stopped coming home, and started couch hopping at 16. At 17, I lied on an employment application about my age and started bouncing at a strip club. At 19, I joined the Army and was finally away from home. Little did I know at 19 that I would come to miss home and miss all the relationships I never had with all the classmates I never really got to know.

While the time in the Army opened my eyes to some things, I was still making bad decisions. The drinking got worse, and, at 19, I got married to a girl from Cleveland I knew for only two weeks.

Things were awful after we got out of the Army and moved to Cleveland. I joined a Pentecostal church in Cleveland. I loved it. If there is one thing, Pentecostals have its rules and structure. One day it was time to give my heart to Jesus and be baptized. We prayed, I repented, I got into the baptismal and was baptized and then escorted to the alter where we tarried (a term that means wait for the spirit to come upon you). I continued to pray. I felt the bishop getting closer and closer. This went on for what seemed forever. I stopped praying; they stopped praying. I heard the bishop say that he would see if he could come back to this church again the following week (we met in a rented old storefront and did not have a baptismal of our own). I asked why we would need to do that. I was told because I did not speak in tongues. I have to do that to show that I am saved. I asked, “So you mean to say I am not saved?” He confirmed he meant exactly that. I drove home mad. I was yelling at God. I was screaming at Him about how awful my life was and that in my hour of need He said He would be there and He wasn’t. I begged, and He did not answer. I asked Him if I wasn’t good enough for His grace. I asked what more He wanted from me. I got mad with everyone. So, I said to myself, “You don’t need church. Just read the Bible on your own. See what happens.” That’s what I did. I started with Genesis and read the whole thing through to the end of Revelation. I prayed before each reading. I told God how dedicated I was to figure this out, no matter if He wanted me or not. I went for a long time without a brick-and-mortar church, without brotherly fellowship. The more I tried to please God, the worse things got.

The marriage was not a godly marriage, and it showed. For 18 years, I was a horrible husband. I won’t take all the blame for the divorce, but I will accept most of it. Had I not been so cold, mean, and unhappy, maybe I would not have driven her to find happiness somewhere else. We are all responsible for our own actions, but sometimes our actions put others in situations they would not normally choose to be in.

We had two children at the time of our divorce. If it weren’t for those two kids, I would have eaten the shotgun I stared at when I was alone. Their next visit is what got me through week after week, or so I thought at the time.

I didn’t know it at the time, but God was preparing me. I spent 18 years in juvenile corrections and 7 years working in the field of domestic violence. I was successful at it because I was very familiar with dysfunction.   God put many people in my life who would remind me of the same thing Grandma did. God loves you, Michael, Romans 8:28. Grandma loved that verse.

One day I got a call from a drinking buddy. He said he had something he wanted to tell me. He told me he was giving up the alcohol, the cigarettes, and the sinfulness of his ways and that he was going to answer the call to preach. He told me he had enrolled in college online at Liberty University. He told me so that I knew why he wasn’t going to go to the Eagles club with me anymore. I didn’t enroll with him, but I was happy for him, and I would be lying if I said I didn’t think about how wonderful that would be for me. 

I had just recently gotten remarried, and on July 4th, 2009, after only a couple weeks of marriage, I tied on a drunk like none other. I didn’t even make it in the house. I swore that I would not let alcohol take another marriage. I stopped drinking on July 5th.

Several years and a couple good stories go by and I am attending a great Free Will Baptist Church. I loved the people, and the preacher, Jim McComas, was an awesome orator. I could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit when he preached. Life was getting better. My new wife and I went to the alter and rededicated our lives to God together.

Dates are fuzzy but somewhere in these years, my buddy became a pastor at a small church in Massillon Ohio. I was still going to the one by our home, but I would go there and visit from time to time. Then I was there every other week.

On February 24, 2013, I was driving home with the kids in the car from a Sunday service in Massillon. I remember looking at my daughter and thinking, I need to quit smoking. It is killing me, it’s killing them, and how does it look—all this God stuff with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth? I threw all the cigarettes away. For the next four weeks, I smoked five cigarettes. I remember where I was when I looked at that fifth one and was like, “What are you doing?”. It’s been weeks since you quit; you really don’t need or want this. I threw that cigarette in the ash tray, walked away, and never smoked again.

From there I became a youth Sunday school teacher, adult Sunday school teacher, videographer, treasurer, and now evangelist of my own online ministry I went back to school and got a business degree and working on my masters in online ministries from Regent University, the rival to Liberty.

Looking back, I see that God has led me through an education like no other, or at least that’s how it feels. I know my life was not the worse in all of human history. Nevertheless, I feel called to evangelistic work, to reach those who, like me, have walked hard roads. There’s wisdom gained from struggle. We hardly think of it while in the fire, but the forging we are going through produces a witness that is hard to break.

I am here to tell you that if you think God can’t or won’t use you, you’re wrong. I’d love to challenge the Apostle Paul, who claimed to be the chief sinner. I think that title belongs to me. I was a terrible son, brother, friend, husband, dad, and overall man. I hurt people emotionally and physically. I lied, cheated, stole, and have broken all ten commandments. I hated people and myself with vengeance. And yet, in my darkest moment, when I thought I had nothing left to live for, God never let me forget about those two kids. God sent me friends who said, “Why don’t you come to church with me?” He gave me a job that required study and dedication. He showed me how to teach myself and put a fire in my soul that only His Holy Word could satisfy. I am not perfect, and no Christian is, but I know that my God is real, and he works miracles. I know because I am one of them. I am no saint, and yet, because of Him, I am a saint indeed. He is a chain breaker and a healer. He is my God, and all I want in the whole world is to hear Him say, when all is done and I face my judgement day, “Well done, Michael, well done, thy good and faithful servant.”

Once Saved Always Saved- My Exegesis

The Christian Apologetics and Research Ministry defines Apostasy as, “Apostasy is the falling away from the Christian faith. It is a revolt against the truth of God’s word by a believer. It can also describe a group or church organization that has “fallen away” from the truths of Christianity as revealed in the Bible.” Apostasy is real, it is biblical, and the following exegesis will serve as my basis to my belief in why Once Saved Always Saved (OSAS) is not only false teaching but heretical teaching.

I know that there really are people out there who feel like they can work their way to heaven; this is called “works righteousness”. I know that most who believe in OSAS think that everyone who objects to OSAS has to believe in “works righteousness”. This is not at all true; that is not at all what I, and all others who object believe. “Works righteousness” is not what I intend to put across here. That is also not only a false teaching but a heretical teaching. My intent is to show that I believe we are saved by faith, and that God does not hold us hostage after our free will decision for christ. I plan to show that the bible recognizes people who have professed Jesus the Christ as their savior continue to have the free will to walk away from the faith. So let’s start where we should always start, scripture.

Ezekiel 33:13

13 When I shall say to the righteous, that he shall surely live; if he trust to his own righteousness, and commit iniquity, all his righteousness shall not be remembered; but for his iniquity that he hath committed, he shall die for it.

In both the OT and the NT people were saved by Faith. For as much weight is put on the sacrifice in the OT, you had to have faith in the God you were offering the sacrifice to. Abraham had the faith to take his son to be a sacrifice. He had the faith to do what he was told to do. Doesn’t that same faith transcend into the NT and into our daily lives? Additionally, in both the NT and the OT, both persons would sin again, and here is that difference.  In the OT another sacrifice was in order. In the NT a prayer of repentance is in order.  Both were still believers no matter what. So if that is true, and we have a man who is made righteous by his faith in God’s promise to cleanse him of sin with his repeated sacrifices, why then is he told that if he trusts in his OWN righteousness all of his righteousness will not be remember? If I am not going to remember your righteousness, don’t you first have to be righteous? We are not talking about someone who has always leaned to his own understanding because this verse starts off by identifying the man as righteous. The audience identified is “I shall say to the righteous.” We are not talking to fakes or non-believers. So what we see here is God telling us that if we are righteous, we shall surely live. But if we turn to ourselves, if we lean to our own understanding, all that we have done in Christ’s name will not be remembered. Additionally, all that we do in our own idolatrous name will be iniquity and we shall die for it. Please note that this verse clearly indicates that the man was once righteous and then made the personal free will choice to make himself his God. In the NT terms, he fell back into the ways of his own flesh, he reverted back to the old man he was.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be a seed planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “If it is not possible to give up your salvation for sin, if we are truly sealed and will enter into the kingdom no matter what, then why are we warned to remain committed to God’s will and not our own?” “How can one say that once you are saved you are always saved if the scriptures CLEARLY offer the warning and the consequence of obedience resulting in faith and then disobedience resulting in the second death?” “Why does man try so hard to hide the clear instruction here that one who was once righteous and then, through their weakened faith and free will to turn away from God become unrighteous through sin?”

Joseph Benson

“It is evidently signified here, that to trust in our own righteousness, whether internal or external, whether graces or virtues, past or present, or to entertain high thoughts of our own attainments in religion, and to put confidence therein, is one step toward a fall, and generally issues in apostacy.”

Romans 6

13 Neither yield ye your members as instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness unto God. 14 For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace. 15 What then? shall we sin, because we are not under the law, but under grace? God forbid. 16 Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness?

I use this scripture because another scripture commonly use to promote OSAS is Romans 8:1-2, “There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.” I agree with this verse. For those who die in Christ there is no condemnation under the law. To die in the spirit of Christ is to live in eternity. Chapter 8 verse 1 reinforces what so many other verses say and that is at the time of death, if you be in Christ, you will be saved. I could not agree with this Chapter 8 verses 1-2 more.  Romans Chapter 6 verses 13-16, however, reminds us that if we are saved, if we are under grace, we are not under the law. So let’s be clear, Paul is talking to saved people here. He says to the saved that if they be under grace, they should not sin. If they sin, if they yield themselves to the sinful desires of the flesh and the wickedness of their minds, they will become slaves to sin, slaves to their wickedness. Even though we are saved by faith, Paul is reminding us that if our works be wicked, our faith is nothing because we can only serve one master. If we obey sin, if we yield to sin then servants of sin we are and we will die in eternal death. This does not address the struggles that we call on Christ to help us with. These verses are specifically talking about the deliberate choice to serve sin, to become a slave to it, as we were before being washed in the blood. It also states that obedience is righteousness. So to those who say that I practice works righteousness, please hear Paul explain that we are to be obedient unto righteousness. We are made righteous by the blood of Christ, and because the righteousness of the Holy Spirit in us we chose obedience to God.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “If it is not possible to give up your salvation for sin, if we are truly sealed and will enter into the kingdom no matter what, then why are we commanded, as an already saved people, to not yield to the members of our bodies that lust after sin?” “If we cannot fall from grace, why are reminded to whom we yield ourselves to obey, then his servants we are?” If OSAS is a true biblical fact, why are we warned about becoming ‘instruments of unrighteousness’? Why teach us about yielding to our flesh and sin at all if we cannot sin our way out of heaven? How can one be willfully, knowingly, happily and consistently disobedient to God, and still have the Holy Spirit in him?

Galatians 5

Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage. 2 Behold, I Paul say unto you, that if ye be circumcised, Christ shall profit you nothing. 3 For I testify again to every man that is circumcised, that he is a debtor to do the whole law. 4 Christ is become of no effect unto you, whosoever of you are justified by the law; ye are fallen from grace.

John Gill-

“In this chapter the apostle exhorts to stand fast in Christian liberty, and warns against the abuse of it; and directs to shun various vices, and encourages, to the exercise of several graces, and the observance of several duties; and concludes with a caution against vain glory, provocation to wrath, and envy: and whereas, in the latter part of the preceding chapter, he had made it appear that the believers under the Gospel dispensation were free from the bondage of the law, he begins this with an exhortation to continue steadfastly in the liberty of the Gospel; and the rather, since it was what Christ obtained for them, and bestowed on them; and to take care, that they were not again brought under the bondage of the ceremonial law, particularly the yoke of Circumcision, Galatians 5:1, and dissuades from submitting to it, by observing, that it tended to make Christ unprofitable to them, Galatians 5:2, and that it laid them under an obligation to keep the whole law, Galatians 5:3, and that it made Christ wholly useless to them; and that such who sought for justification by obedience to the ceremonial law were apostates from the Gospel of the grace of God…. There is the liberty of grace, and the liberty of glory; the former of these is here meant, and lies in a freedom from sin; not from the indwelling of it, but from the dominion, guilt, and damning power of it; from the captivity and tyranny of Satan, though not from his temptations and insults…. Christ is become of no effect unto you,…. Or “ye are abolished from Christ”; or as others by an “hypallage” read the words, “Christ is abolished unto you”; for by their seeking for justification by their own works, it was all one to them as if there was no Christ, and no righteousness in him, and no salvation by him; they had nothing to do with him, nor he with them:….ye are fallen from grace; that is, either from that grace which they professed to have…. or else from the Gospel of the grace of God, from whence they were removed, through the influence of false teachers”

John Gill’s work on this is extensive. I have left a lot out, believe it or not. The point here is that Paul often tells us to be on guard, to be watchful, to stand fast, and to beware. There are so many admonitions to Christians, saved children of God, to be alert to the pitfalls of sin and the power of Satan and the false prophets. 14 times in the NT we are told to beware, 6 times we are told to stand fast, 7 times we are told to endure and 4 times we are told to “be not deceived”. We are given warning after warning to not go back to the ways of the old flesh, to be aware of sin and the draw that it has on our flesh. Notice how Paul states that Jesus HAS BECOME no effect. Paul did not say Jesus ‘has not been’, or ‘has never been’. Paul uses the word ‘become’. This is a clear indication that he is talking to saved people who have Jesus, and then get entangled AGAIN in the yoke of bondage, rendering Jesus no effect in them, causing them to FALL FROM GRACE. Paul just nullifies OSAS. This is very important because a huge argument from the believers of OSAS is that a person who spends years serving God and professing their salvation through their faith could not have ever been truly saved if they decide to walk away. They argue that from the second of their profession and subsequent conversion, their decision for Christ was not genuine; it could not have been genuine. However, we do see that we are talking about believers, people who truly believe, and then make the decision to walk away. They fail to heed all the warnings; they fail to remain steadfast in the faith. They failed to hear the gospel which is not just a teaching of love but a true warning of the power of sin, the power of flesh and a never ending desire to satisfy ourselves through worldly snares and entanglements. In the gospel we truly need to see the reason for Christ. Christ came and died for our sin. A sin that was so powerful that it consumed like a fire, destroying and killing everything it touches.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “If it is not possible to give up your salvation for sin, if we are truly sealed and will enter into the kingdom no matter what, then why the warning to not be entangled AGAIN with the yoke of bondage?’ “How can we do something again, if we never did it or have not stopped doing it?” The wording here indicates that we once did it, stopped, and are susceptible to doing it again, so how can man not recognize a previous genuine faith and yet man finds themselves in a higher office to declare that a previous faith was not genuine?” “How can Christ become “No Effect” if he was not effectual to you from your original conversion?” “In order to BECOME no effect, doesn’t he have to have been effect at one time?”

Revelation 2:10

10 Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life. 11 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.

The book of revelation is not the story of the Apostle John. It is the testimony of Jesus Christ himself, given to and recorded by the Apostle/Disciple/Prophet John, the one whom Jesus loved. Let’s get that straight right now, it is very important. Jesus Christ himself stated that the Church of Smyrna and Philadelphia needed no rebuke. Of the seven letters he told John to write; only two were without rebuke. This is incredibly important because it establishes who Jesus is talking to here. Jesus tells the church, you are about to be persecuted. Many believers and followers are going to be persecuted and martyred. Jesus does not tell them, listen, you are sealed, do not worry about it. You will be in heaven with me forever. No, there are no such words here. Instead, Jesus says, “be faithful unto death.” Do not forsake him. Jesus goes on to say that he who overcomes unto death, he who does not fall to the flesh, he who does not try to save himself, he who dies faithful shall not be hurt of the second death. The second death will be more righteous than the first death. It will be an eternity of reward or suffering, depending on the choices we make- right up unto death. We are to overcome every day. In other words, our race does not end at the start line; it ends at the finish line. We are warned here to be faithful until the end because there will be those who will not be. There are those who are faithful for a season, but not to the end. Again, how can you not be faithful at the end, if you were not faithful in the beginning, if you never were faithful at all? A huge argument of OSAS believers is that if you are not faithful in the end, then you were never faithful. They have to have that position otherwise OSAS falls to the ground. But that is not a biblical teaching anywhere in the bible. God tells us through His inspired word that people are faithful in the beginning, and fail. Failure is a part of life. However, we see the promise from Christ again; if we are faithful until the end, THEN will He give us the crown. Jesus does not say that He will let us keep the crown he gave us at the beginning. In fact, if we are sealed, why do I need to be told to be faithful unto death? Wasn’t my faithfulness on the day I was sealed and trusted Him as my savior good enough? Of course it was. Because you professed with your mouth, you were saved in an instant. But that was the beginning of a journey, not the end.

Albert Barnes-

The particular promise here is made to him that should “overcome”; that is, that would gain the victory in the persecutions which were to come upon them. The reference is to him who would show the sustaining power of religion in times of persecution; who would not yield his principles when opposed and persecuted; who would be triumphant when so many efforts were made to induce him to apostatize and abandon the cause.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “Why does Christ single out the person who overcomes if it is true that all who cry out onto the LORD will be saved?” “Why is there a stipulation of being “faithful unto death” in order to receive my crown if, as a saved man today, I already have my crown?” “And according to the commentary of the learned Albert Barnes, How does one abandon a cause that they were never a part of?” “Why do I have to be told to be faithful unto death if I have been sealed and cannot possibly walk away when I chose myself over God during my time of persecution?” “What does Mr. Barnes mean when he states, ‘him who would show the sustaining power of religion in times of persecution’; who ‘would not yield his principles when opposed’ and persecuted; who ‘would be triumphant when so many efforts were made to induce him to apostatize….” If, once I am saved, I am saved once and for all?

Matthew 5

20 For I say unto you, that except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven. 26 Verily I say unto thee, Thou shalt by no means come out thence, till thou hast paid the uttermost farthing. 30 And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

Jesus is teaching in his sermon on the mount. He is teaching his followers. He is telling them how a follower of Christ should view things, respond to things, and think about behavior. Jesus himself is laying down some expectations. What I find very interesting is that he lets people know, as he talks about obeying the 10 commandments, having hate in your heart, having lust in your heart, and dealing with those who hate you, that there is a consequence for behavior. What he doesn’t say is that it is all going to be okay because you are saved. In fact, Jesus doesn’t even say that as a saved person all you have to do is repent. What he tells His followers is that if you have a problem that can lead you away, deal with it. Jesus does not literally mean to pluck you eye out or cut your hand off, but he does mean that, even as a saved man, if you are looking at a woman and lusting after her then alter your eye sight, stop looking. He is saying that if your hands become idle and become the devil’s playground, put them back to work, and stop using them for sin. He clarifies, to his followers that the behavior of self-discipline is so important because failing at it, even if it be something like looking with lust in your heart, will result in the casting of your whole body into hell. Jesus Himself warned against falling from grace because He knew that man would be tempted and that many would fail to remain steadfast in the faith. Notice that Jesus says nothing about losing rewards. He does not say, “because you believed but failed, you will receive less in heaven”. He says the whole body will be cast into hell. That does not sound anything like the teaching of OSAS to me.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “Why does Jesus tell saved people, the people who are following him, they need to make drastic changes (thus the hyperbole about plucking your eyes out) if they sin, or that if your righteousness does not exceed the scribes and Pharisees they will not enter heaven? Why doesn’t Jesus just say that if you lust after another God and Jesus won’t like it and will probably take away some of your rewards because you are saved and sealed forever no matter what?

Romans 11

17 And if some of the branches be broken off, and thou, being a wild olive tree, wert grafted in among them, and with them partakest of the root and fatness of the olive tree; 18 Boast not against the branches. But if thou boast, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee. 19 Thou wilt say then, The branches were broken off, that I might be grafted in. 20 Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear: 21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee. 22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off. 23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God is able to graft them in again.

Again, Albert Barnes commentary on this subject is extensive.  

“The process of grafting consists in inserting a scion or a young shoot into another tree. To do this, a useless limb is removed; and the ingrafted limb produces fruit according to its new nature or kind, and not according to the tree in which it is inserted. In this way a tree which bears no fruit, or whose branches are decaying, may be recovered, and become valuable. The figure of the apostle is a very vivid and beautiful one. The ancient root or stock, that of Abraham, etc. was good. The branches – the Jews in the time of the apostle – had become decayed and unfruitful, and broken off. The Gentiles had been grafted into this stock, and had restored the decayed vigor of the ancient people of God; and a fruitless church had become vigorous and flourishing…

It is true they were broken off; but in order to show that there was no occasion for boasting, he adds that they were not rejected in order to admit others, but because of their unbelief, and that their fate should have a salutary impression on those who had no occasion for boasting, but who might be rejected for the same cause….

The continuance of these mercies to you depends on your fidelity. If you are faithful, they will be preserved; if, like the Jews, you become unbelieving and unfruitful, like them you will be also rejected. This fact should repress boasting, and excite to anxiety and caution….

If God did not refrain from rejecting the Jews who became unbelievers, assuredly he will not refrain from rejecting you in the same circumstances. It may be supposed that he will be quite as ready to reject the ingrafted branches, as to cast off those which belonged to the parent stock. The situation of the Gentiles is not such as to give them any security over the condition of the rejected Jew….

Christians do not merit the favor of God by their faith and good works; but their obedience is an indispensable condition on which that favor is to be continued. It is thus that the grace of God is magnified, at the same time that the highest good is done to man himself….

In relation to them the favor of God was dependent on their fidelity. If they became disobedient and unbelieving, then the same principle which led him to withdraw his mercy from the Jewish people would lead also to their rejection and exclusion. And on this principle, God has acted in numberless cases. Thus, his favor was withdrawn from the seven churches of Asia Revelation 13, from Corinth, from Antioch, from Philippi, and even from Rome itself….

If they do not continue in willful obstinacy and rejection of the Messiah. As their unbelief was the sole cause of their rejection, so if that be removed, they may be again restored to the divine favor.”

I read this to mean that Abraham was the father of the faith, and in the example Paul speaks about the Jews using Abraham as the root, just as in Christianity, Christ is the root from which his followers feed. The account of the Old Testament and the foundation of the faith is in that root. The chosen people, the Nation of Israel, were the continuation of the root called the branches. Because of their unbelief, God removed the unbelieving branches and gave way for the Gentiles, all who did not belong to the Nation of Israel, to be grafted into the faith. We Christians also call this the Great Adoption. Because of our belief we are a fruitful branch that is grafted onto the tree of God’s chosen people. The fact that God did not refrain from removing unbelieving Jews, which is a really powerful statement because the Nation of Israel was/is the chosen people of God and had that place securely on the tree. Yet God, clearly and profoundly and without dispute, defines their presence on the tree as conditional to their belief and obedience. In fact, Paul teaches, and Barnes expounds, that if God would grant them position on the tree and then remove them from the tree for their non-belief, Gentiles should not boast their fortune for being grafted onto the tree over the removal of the non-believers from the Nation of Israel. Boast about the Root; boast about God, but not the misfortune of the Jews who have been removed. God goes further to say through Paul that if the Jew who has been removed, restores his faith, God can restore his position on the tree.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “If OSAS is a truth, then why does God speak about His ability to restore a man? How does one be restored if they were never in an original condition? Why does one need to be restored if they never fell out of the original condition? If I was grafted onto the tree because of my belief and cannot be removed according to OSAS, why am I warned to not be like the Jew who was on the tree and then removed because of a lack of belief? If my faith is all there is to being saved, why is obedience “an indispensable condition on which that favor is to be continued”? If my unbelief means, according to OSAS theology, that I was never saved, how did I get on the tree to be removed from the tree? Which one is it, does God make mistakes regarding who He puts on the tree? Do we fool God with our belief and then to cover up His mistake he removes us from the tree? Or do we continue to have free will throughout our life and are held accountable for our own actions, rewards or consequences?

Galatians 6

6 Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God, 2 Of the doctrine of baptisms, and of laying on of hands, and of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment. 3 And this will we do, if God permit.4 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, 5 And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come, 6 If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.

Albert Barnes  

“I shall endeavor, as well as I may be able, to state the true meaning of the passage by an examination of the words and phrases in detail, observing here, in general, that it seems to me that it refers to true Christians; that the object is to keep them from apostasy, and that it teaches that if they should apostatize, it would be impossible to renew them again or to save them.”

Matthew Henry

He shows that this spiritual growth is the surest way to prevent that dreadful sin of apostasy from the faith.

They may be enlightened. Some of the ancients understand this of their being baptized; but it is rather to be understood of notional knowledge and common illumination, of which persons may have a great deal, and yet come short of heaven. Balaam was the man whose eyes were opened (Num. 24:3), and yet with his eyes opened he went down to utter darkness.

They may taste of the heavenly gift, feel something of the efficacy of the Holy Spirit in his operations upon their souls, causing them to taste something of religion, and yet be like persons in the market, who taste of what they will not come up to the price of, and so but take a taste, and leave it. Persons may taste religion, and seem to like it, if they could have it upon easier terms than denying themselves, and taking up their cross, and following Christ.

In the verses of Galatians 6:1-6 we clearly, and profoundly, see that from the highest of faith (having been enlightened) it is possible for man to fall away by blaspheming the  savior, and rejecting His sacrifice for salvation.

I believe that these verses directly address the blaspheming of the spirit. I do think that a disobedient heart is not blaspheming as I know that the scriptures talk about those who at the great white throne of judgement cry out about all the works they did, and how they served the church. Yet they are still rejected because they did not work for the glory of God but for their own glory. I believe that is the difference between Galatians 6 and Romans 11. Sin exists in Romans 11, the sin of pride and idolatry. In those verses we are taught that we can fall from grace for the depravity of our sin, that we serve sin. In Galatians we are showed the sin of Blasphemy. We are also told there is no restoration for that sin. We are told in the bible that there is one unpardonable sin and that is blasphemy. We are told here that even a believer can turn from God and commit the most egregious of all sin. We have said that “a sin is a sin is a sin”. We have also said that to God everything that is a sin is equal, no one sin outweighs another. But we have also been taught that blasphemy is not equal. There is no return from that sin, but there is restoration from all other sin as long as sin is not the final condition at death, that true repentance has been made before death.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “If the theology of OSAS teaches that a person never falls because if they fall they were never truly saved in the first place, how does one then explain the bible’s statement that for those who have ‘once known Christ’ to be restored if they reject Christ (which is the definition of Blasphemy)? How can the bible say, as clearly as it does here, that this reprobate has known Christ, has tasted the heavenly gift, have been partakers of the holy spirit, have once been enlightened and yet can still have the free will to commit the one unpardonable sin and blaspheme (reject) Christ and the gift of salvation? I, personally, believe that this is such a powerful verse in the dissolution of OSAS.

2 Peter 3

17 Ye therefore, beloved, seeing ye know these things before, beware lest ye also, being led away with the error of the wicked, fall from your own steadfastness.

An argument that OSAS believers make is that John 10 states, “29 My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand.” As a person who does not subscribe to OSAS, I totally believe this verse. I do NOT believe that any man can take you from Jesus. In fact, I do NOT believe that Satan himself cannot take you away from Jesus. Please look at this verse with much discernment. We must first understand that Jesus is talking to his followers. He is telling them about false prophets, and wolves in sheep’s clothing. He was teaching that He is the Shepherd, He is the only Shepherd. He is stating that His followers are a people that God the Father gave to Him. He tells us that His sheep know Him as the Shepherd, and He knows His sheep. After reminding His followers about who He is, He warns all of us, again, to beware, but to beware of what? How about to be aware of those who are wicked and who would lead you astray? But wait, no one can pluck you out of God’s hand. Does the bible contradict itself? No, it does not. This verse is warning about being led astray. While no man can pluck you out of God’s hand, the bible clearly indicates that you are always free to walk away on your own. And these warnings, all of what we have talked about up until now, are warnings because God knows how strong our flesh is. The Holy Spirit led the writers of the bible to harp on remaining steadfast, and enduring to the end. That’s because if you allow yourself to be led astray, your desire to remain in the faith grows weaker and weaker, instead of stronger and stronger. What is the result, falling from your steadfastness; falling from your faith. The bible uses the word “fall” over and over. Yet, OSAS would have us believe that for a believer there is nothing to fall from, and for those who fall, well…..you were never in that high position of enlightenment in the first place. Even though I believe the Holy Bible, the blessed commentators, and the Holy Spirit Himself has taught us here to the contrary. Man went from perfection, being a perfect creation, living in a perfect place, having perfect communion with God, to evil. Man “FELL” from grace, was punished, and told that because of the sin of man, death now entered the life.  The greatest example of how wrong OSAS is is the Garden of Eden. How much more perfect was that place. To live in heaven, to have God himself walk and talk with you in the Garden and have communion with Him every day, how great is that? To want for nothing, to be sick from nothing, to feel no pain, to not have to work hard, to not have hard labor/child birth, to truly be equal with one another, man and woman. Mankind was once in the perfect place. But we fell, an example of falling in Romans 11, and death and sin entered in. If I subscribe to OSAS am I to believe that the Garden never existed, or that Adam and Eve were evil from the start? Am I to believe that the serpent never really lied to them and did not play as huge of a part in the fall of man as he did because man was not really saved in the first place?

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be seeds planted.  Those seeds are these questions, “why are we warned over and over about REMAINING steadfast if there is no danger of losing it?” “If we cannot fall, why does the bible continuously say that if we do not remain focused we CAN and WILL be led astray resulting in a fall?” “How can you fall from place you were never at?” “How do you reconcile the fact that the bible states that no man can pluck you out of the hands of God and the FACT that it tells you to remain steadfast so that you are not led astray, because if you are led astray you can fall from grace, you can fall from being steadfast?”

James 5

“12 But above all things, my brethren, swear not, neither by heaven, neither by the earth, neither by any other oath: but let your yea be yea; and your nay, nay; lest ye fall into condemnation.”

In chapter 5 we see James talking to saved people, no doubt. We have the first head of the church of Jerusalem, the brother (half-brother) of Jesus Christ himself, calling his audience, “Brethren”. There is no doubt that he is talking to the saved. He implores them to have patience. His audience was people who saw and were talking about the observation of the ascension. They believed the “second coming” was coming any day. James was teaching them to have patience and to live for Christ. He spoke of many different positive behaviors, and loving behaviors. But then he says, “above all things”. That should get your attention. He then tells not to swear, or else you fall into condemnation. What is the significance of this? The significance is that condemnation is the judging that no man should engage in. We walk around saying that we should not judge. This is also a false teaching. We are to judge. For our own welfare we judge what is good and what is dangerous. We judge what is healthy and unhealthy. We judge what is right and what is wrong. All this judging we do for our benefit and the benefit of others. How does iron sharpen iron if we do not identify that we, you and I together, are dull? How do we talk to others about sin, if we do not examine the rotten fruit? It is the condemnation part that we are not to engage in. None of us are righteous enough to pass condemnation on each other. So the importance of this verse is that James, such an important person in the bible and in our faith, tells us that if we engage in unacceptable behaviors we are liable to fall into condemnation. Again, unless we remain steadfast, unless we are aware of the false prophets, unless we guard against being led astray, we may fall into condemnation, which is the technical way of saying ‘be sent to hell’.

Even if you do not agree with my analysis here, there should be a seed planted.  That seed is this question, If I am a brother to James, a member of the church body of Christ, how can I face condemnation, unless I fall from Grace?

Luke 8

13 They on the rock are they, which, when they hear, receive the word with joy; and these have no root, which for a while believe, and in time of temptation fall away.

In this verse Jesus is teaching by telling a story, a parable, about the seed sower. Then we see an explanation about the parable. In verse 13 we see an explanation that completely disproves OSAS. We see here believers “receive the word with joy”. Jesus is not saying that the falsely received the word, or in any other minimizing or nullifying way indicate that the word they received was false, insufficient, or not genuine. In fact, he clearly says that they receive it with joy. To continue on, Jesus says they believe for a while. Jesus is calling them believers and acknowledges that they believe for a while. Time is always a question in the bible. What is a while; a couple of hours, days, months, or years? But when temptation comes, they fall away. An argument OSAS subscribers offer when a person spends any amount of time “Producing spiritual Fruit” is that they were never really saved. They were good people, but all of their work, all of their service was actually Idolatry. They served themselves because they were never saved and the spirit was not in them. However, for the days, months, or years of service, while a person is producing fruit, exhibiting Christian behavior, there is never any question. We thank they, praise the LORD for them, testify what great examples of Christians they are. We call each other brother/sister. We put people in office in the church. We make people go through classes before they join the church, and when they graduate we welcome them as members. We make people agree to denominational rules or regulations. And most importantly, we always say that we cannot judge the faithfulness of a person. However, when a person falls, all of this work seems to dissipate. When the flesh takes over, and the believer “falls” and rejects Christ, the cry has to be that the original conversion was not genuine. That person was never really saved because if they were they would never walk away from God. All that time, we were fooled. The spirit that is in us was unable to see the total lack of the spirit in the other person. What would happen if we had a rule that said that a Pastor, the shepherd of the flock must be removed if he allowed an elder to be in a position of authority in the church and was not able to discern the genuineness of the conversion? I mean really, who wants a leader who so bad at seeing a fake. After all, they are to be called by God, not simply someone who choses ministry as a career path. There must be a blessing from God, right. The pastor or preacher even must be above reproach, and held to a higher standard. So how are so many fooled by this? I don’t think they are fooled, I think they have no control over another human being’s free will and that they are not to blame at all. The bible clearly states that there will be believers who will fall away from the faith, who will be led away by false prophets/teachers/preachers so the admonition is for use to be aware, stay awake, be on guard, hold steadfast to the faith, and remain in constant prayer and communion with God and so on.

We see in 1 Timothy 1, Paul telling Timothy about Alexander and Hymeneaus who Paul turned over to Satan because they made a “Shipwreck” of their salvation. How does one do that if once upon the ship of faith one cannot wreck that ship of faith? In 1 Timothy 5, Paul is declaring how widows should be treated, and how Christians should care for and love one another. In verse 8 Paul declares anyone who fails to provide for their house has turned from the faith. How does one turn from something they never had. If OSAS is a true doctrine, why does Paul say they turned from the faith instead of saying their faith was in vein, or that it was not a sincere faith? That’s not what he says at all. Not only does he say that they turn from their faith, but he says that this apostate is worse in the eyes of God than a person who has never believed at all. There are so many stories as these in the bible that talk about falling from grace. Many!! But I will end this particular thought with 1 Corinthians 10: 1-12. In his letter to the church of Corrin, Paul is addressing the believers. He is reminding them of their fathers (ancestors). These people were believers. Paul specifically takes note that they were baptized, that they ate of the spiritual meat, that they drank of the spiritual drink which Paul specifically came from the spiritual rock which is Christ. Paul makes specific reference to the acceptance of Christ and taking communion. He never once says that this was all fake, or not genuine conversions. What he does say, and what he does do, is he puts this out there for the audience to whom he is speaking. Believers! He is reminding them that just because they are saved, does not mean they cannot fall from grace. He goes on to mention sin. Paul specifically uses the real example of the sins of lust, as they lusted after evil things, idolatry, as they entertained themselves instead of the LORD, tempting Jesus, and the murmurings or complaining. My favorite is the fornication piece. It is my favorite because sexual immorality is so rampant in this present day. There is adultery happening in the very houses of God. But hey, what does it matter right? OSAS!!! In verse 8 Paul tells why it all matters. In this day, Paul tells of 23,000 who committed some form of fornication and fell. He did not say they were never really saved, he says they fell. And in Verse 12 Paul clearly says, “Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall”. This is why it is important to me that the real teaching be spoken. There are many walking who thinks he is standing, and is NOT taking heed. Everything is good; everything is okay, because I am saved. I do not need to do any work. I do not need to allow the spirit to work through me. I am good. I will just pray and God will make it right, I don’t need to do anything. I will love my lost loved ones or friends by not telling them the gospel, not talking to them about their sin and about hell which will consume them some day because that is not my job. I am saved and forever saved; I don’t have to do anything. Oh but brother, oh but sister, you are the brethren to whom Paul is speaking. You are prime to fall for you are not aware.

In my observations of OSAS sermons, I often see a contradiction. I will hear the sermon of how great eternal salvation is, but then (usually in the same sermon) hear something that talks about being aware of satan’s attractive lies. Instead of preaching about how Satan is trying to steal your soul, the consequence is less rewards in heaven. To me, what I hear in that sermon or conversation is that Satan is concerned about me receiving my full reward in heaven. To me, that makes Satan’s efforts to make me fall about me. But I thought everything was supposed to be about God? I am nothing without Him. I literally hear that, and have people come right out and tell me that as a saved person it is important to be obedient so that we can receive our full rewards. I do agree that the bible clearly indicates that those who finish the race well will receive rewards and those rewards will be based on our degrees of obedience to God while here on earth. I do not believe in works righteousness, but I do believe that once we have the Holy Spirit He brings forth work that Glorifies Almighty God. How obedient we are, and how much work we give over to God earns those rewards, and everybody will be different. However, in my mind, to say that Satan cares about those rewards and wants to get in the way of me receiving my full reward makes those rewards all about me instead of God. That sounds a lot like Idolatry to me and that is why I choose to call OSAS heretical teaching. Let’s get something straight right now. Satan does not only NOT care about your rewards, he doesn’t care about you period. The bible says that he travels “to and fro looking for whom he may devour”. The last time I checked, devour does not mean to nibble away at some rewards. He is looking to make you fail, to take you totally and eternally away from everlasting life with our Heavenly Father. Satan is not doing that because of you, he is doing that to you because of God. That’s right, this is not about you or me; this is about God. Satan’s objective is not you, it’s to inflict as much pain and sadness on God as possible. Satan knows how this is going to end, he is going to fight, and he is going to go down swinging. He is also going to take as many souls with him as he can. He is not going to do that so he can have some party in hell, some festival of friends, and he is not doing his work so he can have some trophy case of all the rewards he took from us. God is the creator, He created us all, so to not have us in heaven with Him, makes Him infinitely sadder than we are when our kids don’t make it home for Thanksgiving or Christmas. But He is righteous and knows that we all had a choice and so guilt is something He will not feel. We make choices to come to the alter, and we make choices to walk away. We are creatures of FREE WILL. So NO, this is not about our rewards. This is about total separation. Make no mistake about that. Again, you lose one reward and then maybe another and then maybe another, the next thing you know even your rewards in heaven become insignificant. This is the warning coming true. This is us not staying awake and seeing that this is not about going to heaven with a plethora of awards. It is simply about getting to heaven. Do not let OSAS prevent you from going to heaven by letting it convince you that Satan is only interested in your rewards. Satan wants you away from God to hurt God. You are just a tool to help him meets his goal. To satan, we all are nothing but a means to an end.

I don’t agree with OSAS because it indicates that you have free will to go to the alter but you do not have free will to walk away. Jesus is the perfect gentleman. Have you ever heard that? He does not make anyone follow him. He stands at the door and he knocks, but there is no door knob on His side, you have to open the door to let Him. Once you let Him in, then you are a hostage. No matter how much you may want to walk away, no matter how much you may sin, you are His forever. It is that, or you were never his to begin with. I have literally watched too many people serve with a servant’s heart, and after a tragedy, the loss of a child or spouse, a devastating divorce, or an affair that led to the divorce that created such guilt that the person would rather throw everything away than try to make sense of their own behavior. They are the reasons for the warning. We are to be zealous in our faith. We are to be excited about being servants of God. The problem is that we are not. Churches as a whole have stopped engaging the community, in fact, have been, for a while now, permitted the communities and the world to come inside the house of God and change how they do things. They are no longer the house of God, but a social hall for worldly people. I believe OSAS is a teaching that has allowed us to become weak. In our weakness, tragedy and satan has the upper hand. We are too weak to handle our own consequences. God doesn’t cause divorce, sin does. God did not bring death into this world man did through sin. In our daily exercise of life and choices, we set into motion consequences. Everyday we are to exercise faith so that when consequences come, or when persecution comes, we are firm in our faith, we are awake and aware, we are steadfast, and we are dressed in the full armor of God so that we may stand and endure unto the end.

In closing OSAS just does not make any biblical sense. The devil looks for whom he may devour, not interrupt. We must be aware so that we do not fall, not stumble. We must remain steadfast so that we may enter in. We must be aware of false teachers so that we are not led astray. I don’t believe that all who subscribe to OSAS are not going to heaven. I do believe that most do understand that there is obedience to our faith. But I also fear that there are some who do not understand that God wants a reciprocal relationship with us. This means that He said He will always honor his end of the promise, so we must too. We must live a holy life to the best of our ability. We must NOT become friends with the world. We must reject our flesh, and die to ourselves daily. We must spread the Gospel, even to the members of our own families even if it means they chose to never speak to us again. We don’t make any exceptions here on earth because He did not make any exceptions when He went to the cross. Once we accept with our mouths we have work to do. Yes, the greatest gift is love, but make no mistake; that love spoken of is God’s love. Human love is flawed, it is emotional, it is temporary, and it is conditional. God’s love is perfect and that is the gift! We love our neighbors by not stepping on their feet, by not telling them the truth, by letting them live in their sin without even peaking one word of God’s love for them and we call that love. We are to love people to heaven, not to hell. OSAS does teach that there is room for error, and promotes a laziness that is mentioned NO WHERE in the bible. You cannot live in sin, go to church on Sundays, and think you are saved. Living in sin and sinning are two different things. Once again, teaching is important. We all fall short of God’s glory. But to slip up, knowingly or unknowing, is different than living in it day after day. I witness church going folks promoting alcohol in the vicinity of addicts, I know religious people in church who leave a Sunday sermon and then go get drunk during watching a pro sporting event. I know Christians who praise professional athletes more than they ever talk about God. I see men and women come to church dressed so scantly that watching them walk is like watching some soft porn show. I know many people living in idolatry, thinking they are the center of the world who use the God-on-a-shelf doll whenever they need to. Otherwise, they are in control. OSAS promotes this through its teaching that all you had to do is truly mean that you want Christ in your life and you are saved. Sin is these big things, but the smaller things are just personal choices. No they are not. Jesus says, “If you love me you will keep my commandments” These are not Moses Ten, these are his. Dress modestly, love your neighbor, do not drink to excess, come out from among the world and be separate, and so on. Friends, please hear me, I cannot steal your salvation. Satan cannot steal your salvation. God will not fail on His promise of salvation. You, and only you, can make the choice to walk away from the greatest gift you will ever have. Please be aware, please be steadfast, please endure until the end, and please finish well!

If you stand in the mirror what will the reflection tell you about yourself, and what are you going to do about it? May the peace of God be abundantly heaped upon you and your house, straight from the cross to the Christian!

The Brain is The Hub,The Tongue is The Sword Part 2

I continue to examine the wisdom packed into Proverbs, the 21st chapter. King Solomon is giving us insight to righteous behavior, comparing good to bad. We as Christians are called to be separate from the world. This, by design, calls us to produce different fruit, to behave differently. We continue to break down the verses, moving on to verse 13- Whoso stoppeth his ears at the cry of the poor, he also shall cry himself, but shall not be heard.

John Gill

“A deaf ear will be turned to him by both: the same measure he has measured shall be measured to him again; no mercy shall be shown to an unmerciful man, either by God or man”

I can say simply that it would do us all well to look at a situation and instead of seeing someone else in it, see yourself. I know that a lot of people want money, and there are deceivers out there who look to steal from you. But if we use that blanket to justify miserly ideology, denying those in real need, what good is our heart, where is our compassion? Not all giving has to be money. We really can give food, and if in the right space, we can give work. Did you know that the original welfare system was the church? I personally do not believe in any of the non-profits out there. I think most churches have, long ago, closed the doors. They used to be out in the communities. But they retreated and closed the doors behind them. Now a days, the only time we see churches in the community is holidays. Other times, you must be a member. Now, this is not all churches. There are some that have many programs to help those down and out. Not all churches have abandoned the principle that we are our brother’s keeper; not all have turned their ears from hearing the cries of the poor, but many have. This caused a black hole, a vacuum. This need was then filled by the government and the non-profits. Have you ever heard the saying, give a man a fish and he eats for a day, teach a man to fish and he eats for a lifetime? We need to get back to teaching men to fish? A hand out is a hand out, its value is short lived. The value of a hand up is immeasurable. When it comes to salvation, no matter who we are, what we do, we all need that hand up. We are all in a hole. Without Christ, we are doomed. And if John Gill is right, ask yourself, do you simply get the hand out, or do you get the hand up?

16 The man that wandereth out of the way of understanding shall remain in the congregation of the dead.

17 He that loveth pleasure shall be a poor man: he that loveth wine and oil shall not be rich.

In order to wander away from understanding, you must first have the understanding. This verse should make every believer understand that the devil is out there searching the earth to and from for those whom he may devour. Satan is not just trying to interfere with your rewards, He is trying to devour you. IF all he wanted was to make you stumble and to interfere with your rewards in heaven since you are now saved, that would make your salvation and all of Satan’s efforts about you. That is a very arrogant and misguided approach to both sin and salvation. You chose to wander. No one makes you do it. Satan tempts you and you agree to follow. It happens to the best of Christians. When you do, you will remain in the congregation of the unsaved, the dead. J. Vernon McGee comments, and I paraphrase, We have glorified the theater, they provide our morals and today things are upside down. Jesters were called fools and to this day he doesn’t believe it has changed, entertainers today are sacred cow. I totally agree with him. It is a profession where, because they can act well, we somehow believe they are an authority on everything else. God is to be our idol, He is to be our moral authority, after all, He is the creator of morals to begin with.

Adam Clarke

“That follows gaming, fowling, hunting, coursing, etc., when he should be attending to the culture of the fields, shall be a poor man; and, I may safely add, shall be so deservedly poor, as to have none to pity him.”

20 There is treasure to be desired and oil in the dwelling of the wise; but a foolish man spendeth it up.

21 He that followeth after righteousness and mercy findeth life, righteousness, and honour.

22 A wise man scaleth the city of the mighty, and casteth down the strength of the confidence thereof.

23 Whoso keepeth his mouth and his tongue keepeth his soul from troubles.

Albert Barnes

“Spendeth it up – literally, swalloweth it. The wise man keeps a store in reserve. He gains uprightly, spends moderately, never exhausts himself. But the proverb may have also a higher application. The wise man stores up all “treasure to be desired” of wisdom, all “oil” of divine influence, which strengthens and refreshes, and so is ready at all times for the work to which the Master calls him.”

Be aware, and ready. Earn and work honestly. Save and rest often. Spend and work prudently. These behaviors are of a Christian who has something else in mind, something other than the amount. There is an end coming. That end will not care about your possessions, nor your bank accounts. Faithfulness is the bounty to be measured. I was once told that God did not call us to be successful, he called us to be faithful. I think we, me included, sometimes get sidetracked into the success part. We measure the success by different standards. God might want us to go through a thing where the reward is wisdom. We go through it and we are thinking substantial tangible rewards, money or prizes. But as it continues, if we follow after Christ, if we obey, and we recognize that we are not worthy of His mercy and yet be so eternally grateful for it, we find life. If we can understand that if we remain under the care of our LORD, our wisdom will provide us victory over the confidence of the enemy. Verse 22 reminds me of the picture of David and Goliath. David was wise to pick the weapon he was most proficient with. He did not seek a big weapon for the big giant. He used his talent and wisdom, and defeated the giant. We can too. Verse 23 is the stumbling block for me. To know when to speak and when not to speak, a gift that the elders of a church should hold seminars on.

John Gill

“Whoso keepeth his mouth and his tongue,…. Guards the one and bridles the other; is careful of what he says, that it is truth, and without dissimulation and guile; and is not injurious to the characters of men, and is not offensive and provoking; who abstains from ill and wrathful language, and which tends to stir up wrath and contention.”

Ephesians 4:29  29 Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers.

James 3:8   But the tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.

The bible, Jesus himself, could be quoted over and over when talking about speech. In today’s culture we understand this to mean that we must dilute the truth because the tongue “cuts to and fro”. The words that come from the brain and then out of the mouth can kill. Jesus stated that it is not that which goes into a man’s mouth that defiles him, but that which comes out. He also said that what comes out of the heart, which is the brain, reveals who the man is.  Without the spirit, we are told that our brains can only imagine wickedness. Wait….WHAT!?!?!?!?! Yes, even those who spend their whole life doing great things and inspiring others are wicked if their service is not for the glory of God. It is all idolatry if they are not inspired by God and give glory to God for all the blessings from their words. The wisest man that has ever lived is telling us that the man who learns to watch his words, tells the truth without omitting the hard stuff, the fine or minute stuff, and does so not to cause injury to the listener, but to grow and disciple the listener does well. Be mindful, therefore, in the thought to withhold truth or soften the truth so as not to offend. Truth is easily lost in the weeds of fluff.

Proverbs 21:28 A false witness shall perish:

Joseph Bensonone who is forward to swear or speak false things, or such things as he hath neither heard nor seen, but devised in his own heart

 

John Gill By telling lies in trade; by bearing false witness in a court of judicature; or by preaching false doctrines in the church of God: such treasures, though ever so great, are like any light thing, smoke or vapour, straw, stubble, chaff, or a feather, tossed about the wind; which is expressive of the instability uncertainty of riches ill gotten; they do not last long, but are taken away and carried off by one providence or another; and they are likewise harmful and pernicious; they issue in death: and those that seek after them, and obtain them in a bad way, are said to “seek death”: not intentionally, but eventually; this they certainly find, if grace prevent not;

We see again that words contrived in our hearts, not based in truth are wicked, telling lies and making up stories that harm others. Additionally there is no watering down of the consequence. A liar shall perish. That’s pretty simple to read and understand. God wants the truth. There is love in the truth. We are a society that has become afraid of the truth. We would much rather hear a lie that makes us feel good than the truth which heals us, completes us, makes us whole. Again, God does not want the truth used as a weapon. But it is an agent for change; change that is for the better.

The 21st Proverb is filled with wisdom for the ear that is willing to hear. The truth can be hard to hear sometimes. It can hurt, it has a sting. But the great thing about those who tell the truth with love is that they remain to walks us through that pain and help us endure that sting. Love is not disguised, it is not covered in balls of cotton so thick that it cannot be seen or heard. The truth just is, and that is why there is no escape from it. The bible itself has been attack for thousands of years, including this year. And yet it stands just as truthful today as it was the day they penned it, or chiseled it. It is always important to be led by love. Let the Holy Spirit take control and guide your tongue. Let the spirit tell you when you should speak and when to remain quiet; when to be gentle and when to be direct. At the end of the day, however, I would rather be alone on an island in communion with almighty God, than to be seen as a Saint by a million dear friends and relatives because my words simply make them FEEL good.

If you stand in the mirror what will the reflection tell you about yourself, and what are you going to do about it? May the peace of God be abundantly heaped upon you and your house, straight from the cross to the Christian!

 

Leadership… a concept many believe they are great at. There are so many authors, so many experts who have made it their life’s mission to tell us all how to be a better leader. Did you know that the best self-help book to great leadership is the bible itself? I know many people think that the bible is all about sin and hell and rules and laws. But the Bible is loaded with principles. Yes, sometimes God comes right out and says, “Thou shall not kill.” Pretty self-explanatory if you ask me, right? But what about the principles in messages? Principles like character and integrity and honesty are at the core of God centered leadership.

 

There are many characters in the bible who God places and uses in positions of leadership. The first point of interest I would like to share is that all are human, and all but Jesus himself were sinners, and they all made mammoth mistakes. For now, I want to look at just one prophet who was an excellent leader. I want to look at the leadership qualities of Micah. Let’s put ourselves side by side with him and let’s bring in the mirror.

 

The first thing that is amazing to me, something that just rings loudly in my ear is that Micah was a poor man. He was considered a commoner, a peasant. He was not like Isaiah, who counseled kings; he was just a common ole country boy. I am a commoner, a peasant. I have nothing of great value, except for the Holy Spirit in me. I, in my flesh am not different than Micah. But Micah valued people. He had a love for mankind. Even though Micah spoke of the consequences for Samaria and Jerusalem, his heart broke for the people. Just understanding this little piece of background should already make you acutely aware of how God will use the small and the mighty to accomplish His mission. Isn’t also funny that most ‘great’ leaders have the love of people in common? To say the least, ‘great’ leaders at minimum understand and invest in the value of people. I think of General Patton. I think it may be a stretch to say he ‘loved’ people. However, he understood the value of well trained and well equipped soldiers. He understood moral and in the hardest of battles he was able to motivate them to give all they had. Micah loved people. He understood the disobedience and the need for God’s wrath, but his heart hurt for them.

 

In the first chapter we see Micah declaring God’s witness against the disobedient. We also see Micah’s mourning and grief for the people. Right now I am thinking of that old saying, “No one cares how much you know until they know how much you care.” Micah’s prophecy was not a kind one. But then he cries out for the people. As a leader, the people are the most valuable asset. I believe God looks at His children and loves them everyone. Each of us, no matter our differences, is loved by God to an unmeasurable degree. Equally and completely loved the child is to his Father.

 

Micah 1: 2 Hear, all ye people; hearken, O earth, and all that therein is: and let the Lord God be witness against you, the Lord from his holy temple. 3 For, behold, the Lord cometh forth out of his place, and will come down, and tread upon the high places of the earth. 4 And the mountains shall be molten under him, and the valleys shall be cleft, as wax before the fire, and as the waters that are poured down a steep place. 5 For the transgression of Jacob is all this, and for the sins of the house of Israel. What is the transgression of Jacob? is it not Samaria? and what are the high places of Judah? are they not Jerusalem? 6 Therefore I will make Samaria as an heap of the field, and as plantings of a vineyard: and I will pour down the stones thereof into the valley, and I will discover the foundations thereof.

Micah 1: 8 Therefore I will wail and howl, I will go stripped and naked: I will make a wailing like the dragons, and mourning as the owls.

In the second chapter we see characteristics of bad leadership. We see that the leaders of Micah’s time were selfish, greedy, lovers of self, and had not affection and respect for a human. They took things that were not theirs just because they could, like land and homes. A good leader cannot be selfish. At work, there is a goal. A leader must get the team to the goal, or to accomplish the goal. A leader must also grow the employee as the drive toward the goal. A leader must be a teacher, sharing wisdom and information. Dare I say there is a difference in teaching someone what they need to know so the goal is met, and teaching someone what they need to know so they have that information all their life. A student can feel and hear the teacher’s desire to grow them in a lesson just as loudly as they can hear and feel the teacher’s cold delivery of words just to get it done. At home the man is ordained as the leader. The husband is the accountable and responsible party. We should never lead selfishly, using our family to labor toward our goal. That is not leadership, its manipulation. We should lead wanting our children to be better than us. Moving them and our wife more toward God than to us. We are not the power, we are not the authority. This is God who ordains, it is God who has power and authority. We are a servant to His power. We are to grow the family towards God.

 

Micah 2: Woe to them that devise iniquity, and work evil upon their beds! when the morning is light, they practise it, because it is in the power of their hand. And they covet fields, and take them by violence; and houses, and take them away: so they oppress a man and his house, even a man and his heritage. Therefore thus saith the Lord; Behold, against this family do I devise an evil, from which ye shall not remove your necks; neither shall ye go haughtily: for this time is evil.

 

In the third chapter we see that the leaders of Micah’s time were abusive, and that God rebuked them. When they prayed to God, he did not hear them. I think the coming of Christ brought a greater understanding of God’s love, and how we are to love one another to this world, but I don’t think it changed how God’s wrath will handle sin. I don’t think God hears an abusive leader to this very day. I continue to believe that God’s wrath is no different in concentration and strength. I think sin angers God. To this day I think that many people profess to know and love Jesus, yet fail to understand that living in sin is not acceptable. We sin daily, but the spirit convicts us. We know of our errors and the wrath of God frightens us to our knees and we beg for forgiveness. I know people who claim the blood of Jesus and live no differently than those in the world thinking that the confession is all there is. Jesus loves me and I love him. Love is all there is to it. NO!!!!!! Love, when you have it right, motivates you to do the right things, to live in submission to Christ. Love does not permit you to grieve the spirit, to abuse the temple, to live in immoral conduct. We saw this here where the leaders abused the people, being evil in their daily lives, and still expecting the comforts of God.

 

Micah 3: And I said, Hear, I pray you, O heads of Jacob, and ye princes of the house of Israel; Is it not for you to know judgment? Who hate the good, and love the evil; who pluck off their skin from off them, and their flesh from off their bones; Who also eat the flesh of my people, and flay their skin from off them; and they break their bones, and chop them in pieces, as for the pot, and as flesh within the caldron. Then shall they cry unto the Lord, but he will not hear them: he will even hide his face from them at that time, as they have behaved themselves ill in their doings. Thus saith the Lord concerning the prophets that make my people err, that bite with their teeth, and cry, Peace; and he that putteth not into their mouths, they even prepare war against him. Therefore night shall be unto you, that ye shall not have a vision; and it shall be dark unto you, that ye shall not divine; and the sun shall go down over the prophets, and the day shall be dark over them. Then shall the seers be ashamed, and the diviners confounded: yea, they shall all cover their lips; for there is no answer of God. But truly I am full of power by the spirit of the Lord, and of judgment, and of might, to declare unto Jacob his transgression, and to Israel his sin.

 

Fast forward to chapter 6. I love verse 8. Understanding that we are all leaders, let us lead according to these principles so that our leadership finds favor in the sight of almighty God. Let us let at work, in the world, and in our homes looking to be just in all that we do, desiring from the depth of our minds to love one another and to be merciful with each other, and to be humble in our words and actions so to always have God at the head of all that we do.

 

Micah 6:He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?

 

The final chapter of Micah, chapter 7 ends with the comfort a leader has when his leader is the LORD of all leaders. It starts with the reminders that man will fail you. Your own family will disappoint you. Your best friends will ask for gifts and seek bribes. We are instructed to have no confidence in man. Sure our daily tasks required us to have expectations in others. I think this is talking more along the lines of faith. We have expectations, me may even trust that our workers, our friends, our family will do what they need to, what they promised to but in God we put our faith of redemption in God. We pray God will protect us, and lead us. God does what no man can do because God is the divine leader who loves his people, who is the designer of morality and character, and the supplier of all mercy.

 

Micah 7: Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom. For the son dishonoureth the father, the daughter riseth up against her mother, the daughter in law against her mother in law; a man’s enemies are the men of his own house. Therefore I will look unto the Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me. Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when I sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me.

 

Micah was just in his prophecy in that he did not allow his love for people to sway his calling. But because he loved people, he was in the best position to lead by reminding the people that God will deliver Israel. God will fulfill his promises. Micah could do that because he humbly removed himself and allowed himself to be led by God.

 

So, as I look in my mirror, Micah teaches me to ask, am I just? Am I being fair or not? Do I fully understand all sides and am I making a well informed decision? Am I making sure that my people know I care about them, and not just about the mission? Do my people want to work for me? Are they motivated to want to be successful? Am I leading them to me, or to God? These questions are great questions for the employer, supervisor, manager, and even teammate. They are equally great questions for the husband, wife, dad, mom, older sibling, and even the youngest of them all.

 

If you stand in the mirror what will the reflection tell you about yourself, and what are you going to do about it? May the peace of God be abundantly heaped upon you and your house, straight from the cross to the Christian!

Release Your Grip on the Whip

The topic of our study is Forgiveness. One might think it a simple study, but I believe it is complex. First I wonder if we really understand what forgiveness is, biblically. I wonder if we meet the biblical thresh-hold of forgiveness. I wonder if we spend more time meeting the worldly definition of forgiveness. I don’t know, but I think a serious study of it is going to let us see for ourselves.

First let’s talk about some things that Forgiveness is not. It is NOT forgive and forget. I once heard a sermon by Dr. Voddie Baucham. He is one of my all-time favorite pastors to listen to. I never met him, but he has said in a number of his sermons that this idea of forgive and forget is a lie. He explained that the human brain is not designed to forget. So if the brain is forgetting it is malfunctioning. It has experienced some form of trauma, like Blunt force trauma or concussion, or disease like Alzheimer’s or dementia. It is unreasonable to expect the brain to forget a traumatic event when traumatic events are what burns a memory into the brain in the first place. Forgiveness is NOT an eraser. Forgiving does not erase the action. It does not say, “Okay, I forgive you so go ahead and go to sleep and when you wake up in the morning we will continue on like nothing happened.” NO!!! In most cases an action that has created some form of trauma has occurred. It happened!! There is no ignoring that. Because this is true, forgiveness is NOT absolution of accountability and immunity from consequence. I can forgive you, but there is still a consequence because the act really did happen. Biblically speaking, and we are going to look at some verses here soon, God is huge on accountability. If we are to be Christ like, how then can we say that there is no accountability? We cannot. There are consequences for our actions. Finally, forgiveness does not mean a relationship of any kind needs to continue. Now let’s be careful here. If you were violated, and you learned a lesson, and that lesson was that this is a dangerous person and for safety or health reasons and you are completely free of hate and animosity, it is appropriate to go our separate ways, no problem. But if you are violated, and you say you forgive and then not communicating with that person is out of anger or some form of punishment, then you have not truly forgiven. We will talk more about this, but for now let’s just say that you have to release your grip on the whip and hand that over to God as well if you are to truly forgive.

Now that we looked at some of the things forgiveness is not, let’s look at what it is. I really want to look at the biblical definition and compare it to what you think. In the bible forgiveness refers more to the act. When you forgive biblically, you are saying that you are overlooking an act. You are sending it away. The word forgive means we are overlooking the wrong, we are going to send the wrong away. But the other half of this is, “where are we sending it to?” To God!  There are many, and I mean many, verses that address forgiving others that you may be forgiven. But I love these verses in Colossians chapter 3 because it starts off by telling us a key point of forgiveness, and that is God’s wrath.

Colossians 3

For which things’ sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience:

In the which ye also walked some time, when ye lived in them.

But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth.

Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds;

10 And have put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him:

11 Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all.

12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;

13 Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.

When we forgive we are recognizing that we are not in control, and God is. So we are going to send this away and put the act and the offender into the hands of God. We are taking everything out of our hands, and putting into the hands of God. Why would we want to do that? We want this for a couple reasons.

First, we want this because, as these verses indicate, we are to put off our wrath. Put it off to where, God’s hands. Our wrath is not perfect and not righteous. When someone hurts us, our wrath is more about the fact that we hurt than the actual act. This is why we can be okay with our response but someone else is like, ‘gee wiz, being a little harsh aren’t we?’ God’s wrath is perfectly just. We need to trust that, and defer to it. After all, His instruction to us is to be peaceful and leave the wrath up to Him.

Romans 12:

17 Recompense to no man evil for evil. Provide things honest in the sight of all men.

18 If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

20 Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.

21 Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good.

Secondly, we want this to happen because that’s what we want others to do to us. I don’t know about you, but I make mistakes. I am human and I admit that I have hurt people before, and as uncomfortable as this may sound, it is highly likely that I will hurt people again. I pray that they forgive me and send me and my offense to God for HIS deliberation. I pray for that because I know God is just. I know that God can see into my mind (most people use the word ‘heart’ a lot but I don’t. I think it confuses people. The heart is just a muscle that pumps blood to all parts of the body. Big job, important organ. But the truth is the BRAIN is the biblical heart. It is where thoughts, all the worldly wicked thoughts of man come from. It is the hub of emotions. It is also where the transformation takes place because repentance is to have a change of MIND on sin. Another deep lesson for another day.). He knows that while I did offend, I did not do it in malice and that I do genuinely seek forgiveness, and He knows that I am a forgiving person. So I want to be judged by the judge of all judges. If I want to be forgiven, then I must forgive. People don’t know the mind of man, but God does.  There are many verses about forgiving others if you want to be forgiven. I will provide just a few.

Ephesians 4:32

32 And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.

Matthew 6:15

15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.

Matthew 18:33-35

33 Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee?

34 And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him.

35 So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not everyone his brother their trespasses.

Now, I am going to step on some toes. How much more has been done to us than what this world did to Christ? I have thought that I was so violated that I was not only justified to not forgive, but to hate the offender. I was wrong. I hope that when you think of all that Jesus went through, not only in his final hours but during his years as a minister as well, you will see that your violation is small in comparison. Jesus was continuously mocked and spit on, and challenged. The man had no home; he was homeless. The savior slept on the ground and the rock was his pillow. And then yes, in the final hours he was so badly beaten and scourged that he was hardly recognizable. While on the cross, a torturous death by the way, he had a spear thrusted into his side just to see if he was still alive. And as if that was not enough, God placed the weight of all the sin in the world, all the sin that has been-is-and was yet to come, onto the body of Christ that we shall receive forgiveness. And in the course of all of this, Jesus’ prayer was that God the father forgive us because we have no clue what we were doing. This is the picture of perfect forgiveness. How much more can be done to a human being? And Christ took all the violations and put them into the hands of the father. Jesus said here, “I forgive them; I give up my right to have earthly and personal vengeance on these people. I turn them over to you. And if they can believe in you, I advocate on their behalf that you forgive them their violations against you and that you let them come home a redeemed child.”

1 Peter 2:19-21

19 For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully.

20 For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God.

21 For even hereunto were ye called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps:

Now this is important, when we are violated and we say out loud that we just cannot forgive, what we are really saying is, “I am going through more than what Christ went through, and that because this wrong is at a magnitude never seen before, God’s wrath will not be good enough. This offender must feel my wrath. This person must not have a path to redemption; there is no forgiveness for this person. I want you to forgive me, but this person, NO FORGIVENESS! I am sorry God, but I don’t trust you to handle this to my satisfaction. I want to make sure there are no mistakes here, and that this person suffers as I have suffered and then some more. I want them to feel my pain because the pain of hell is insufficient. It’s not enough.” Now you may think that I am going a little too far with this, but I challenge you to think about it. Have you ever made a mistake, handled it maturely and begged for forgiveness and while forgiven still had to suffer consequences and maybe even long term where you wondered when will I ever be done paying for this mistake? I have and because I have I can believe very easily that God’s wrath is wholly sufficient.

In closing, forgiveness is NOT a free pass. Even the saints will meet with the LORD to discuss obedience. Remember, “EVERY KNEE WILL BOW” It only seems like bad people get away with everything. Imagine Hell, filled with those ‘bad people’. Do you still think they got away with something? This earth is not our home. It is evil and wicked. This world is not fair, and welcoming. It is not our job to give up when we get knocked down. It is our job to continue to spread the gospel, to continue to let the light of Christ shine in spite of being violated. When you don’t do that, you are suffering from idolatry. Your woes are too great to put God first, which means you must come first, right? RIGHT! Think of it this way, while you are going on about the violation, the violator is enjoying life. Sometimes forgiveness frees you from the prisons of emotions. Let’s take full advantage of God. Cast upon Him your violators and their behaviors. Forgive so you can receive forgiveness. Forgive so you can be free from the bondage of bad memories and painful emotions.

If you stand in the mirror what will the reflection tell you about yourself, and what are you going to do about it? May the peace of God be abundantly heaped upon you and your house, straight from the cross to the Christian!